A Wizardress training: Expand Your Awareness
Awareness emerges out of Nothing and changes Everything.
In your journey into adulthood, perhaps many times you encountered deep experiences of the quiet, expansive interwoven nature of everything. Perhaps you glimpsed it for a moment in a healing process, or during a training or in the quiet moments following an intense experience. Perhaps this is something that has slowly been revealing itself to you over time, a gentle awakening, in which at times the clouds part and you see the unbroken blue arch of sky above it all.
Then again perhaps it has not, and you do not get it at all. Instead you are pissed off at the whole thing, fighting, isolated and alone.
Here is the thing.
You are on a journey into adulthood whether you like it or not. Whether you have consciously chosen to or not.
Why?
Because the whole human race is being sucked through into higher levels of responsibility out of pure, bloody, necessity.
“We” are waking up.
This process has 8 billion different expressions.
Every person’s process is unique to them. Now is the time you get to choose whether to consciously engage with your process or not.
On your path into authentic adulthood you start to reclaim your feelings, all your bodies, your authority, your power to choose, declare, to heal, to notice, to ask questions, open and go through doorways of self discovery.
In doing so you get to experience your SELFness. Your boundaries, your energy, your center, your heart. You get to experience your free, untethered mind.
You get to experience YOU distinct from THEM: your parents, ancestors, partner, friends, neighbors, birth culture and conditioning…
These are the characteristics of an incredibly human trait awakening in you:
Your ability to become conscious of your own consciousness. To perceive the part of you that perceives. You encounter your capacity to notice what you are thinking about and what you are thinking with. You become the vessel for your feelings, and not a victim to them. You awaken to your innate power to know yourself.
This is amazing, and introduces you to your ever unfolding nature of consciousness.
And, at times, being yourself, in your own bubble, with your own thoughts, feelings, emotions and authority, is down right … terrifying.
That is exactly where this training begins, with you and your fear.
Perhaps this is you :
“Me? With me! Getting to hang out with that all day and night? feel all that, BE with ALL THAT? No thank you, I am more of a part time occupant of my own house, the rest of the time I get house sitters in to take care of all the empty space and mess!”
Those house-sitters could be anything from:
Enmeshing with others’ energy so you are never just on your own.
Having a few dramas both big and small going on at all times so that your attention can be there and not with yourself.
Feeding your addictions to work, rescuing, substances, gambling…
Feeling sorry for yourself
Being a never ending project that always needs quick fixes, programmes and support from outside.
Entities. Parasites. Vampires. Take your pick....
What is missing is taking the leap into the great unknown. The experiential reality of your own authority, sinking your roots down deep into that soil and never leaving…
However, when the idea of this remains such an unattractive offer, you are subconsciously at war with yourself, never actually letting go of the ‘river bank’, to see if maybe you can swim. That perhaps you can exist in your own authority, you can breathe in your own bubble and you can THRIVE being with yourself, 24/7.
The place to start is in the home ground of the wizardress, sourceress, mage, witch, wizard: the terrain of conscious fear.
Here you can truly start to cultivate a new relationship with the unknown.
It is here you get to experience the deeper reality that separation is impossible. Everything is connected. You are the universe’s hands, arms, mouth and eyes. You are never truly alone, because you are spun from consciousness the same way that every thing that is, is too. You are nature and they are too!
This requires cultivating a different relationship with yourself and life. And it starts with shifting your relation with your fear, to use it to gently and consistently build your awareness of your own patterns, your own sensations, feelings, emotional triggers, hooks, your parts, your thoughts. As you cultivate this awareness you start to grow an inner ground within yourself that all experiences can unfold and be exactly as they are.
You become deeply anchored in yourself AND in that your innate interconnectivity with all of life is a living reality.
In this training we will intentionally be building on your capacity to be exactly where you are, who are, how you are. Then unfold the aliveness through your sensations, feelings, emotions and thoughts allowing space for you to awaken your own innate connection to , well, everything.
So, what is it you would truly want to create from there?
